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| it was SOOO cold today! we had a district track meet.. WOW it was windy, cold, and miserable... but it was sorta fun.. then me n lis went to dan's gradumatation party... that was QUITE the adventure.. her and me on road trips is FUN!! we should video tape it sometime... we have the WEIRDEST conversations!! well.. its late.. im tired. but i get to go to the lakes tomorrow!!! YAY!! except for the fact that its like 40 degrees with 80 mph wind... gzz.. it figures.. neways... i prolly wont sleep for awhile.. but im gonna go read.. cause that sounds kinda fun.. even tho i have to be up at like 8 tomorrow... ugh... oh well... ive proven b4 that u can live decently on three hours of sleep at night.. wish it would rain.. lol.. AGAIN.. i sleep well when it rains....:)
nite all!
in His love.. forever and always..
jen | | |
| heyheyhey ya'll
so... sometimes life is just not cool... but those are the days you just live with and try to laugh about later. try is the key word in that sentence. nehow... track is almost over.. YAY! and softball is going to start... and i am SOOO ready for summer... YANKTON!! suWEET!! boating and just seriously getting away from it all... i might be having a big "shindig" sometime around the 4th of july.. or the week after cause ill be turnin 18!!! can't wait for that...
wow... im gettin so sick of people askin me what is wrong, and if theres "anything they can do" NO theres nothing they can do!! ugh and not to mention my parents!
this was not cool... and im not going into details... cause its rather depressing and im sick of not being happy and being me... its just really not cool.. and it makes life a little bit hard... but (8) smile.. make em wonder what you got, make em wish that they were not.. on the outside lookin for(8) neways.. things have to get worse before they can get better i guess. life goes on.. and it goes a lil bit easier if you can smile and keep a sense of humor! neways.. time to go.. might write more later if i get bored... theres a 99.9 percent chance of that :)!!
jenjen | | |
| ya.. again.. been awile...
but i have time.. and i could use the break from spanish...
idk.. theres just been a lot of pressure lately.. from a lot of places... theme song for this week.. month/s is "Perfect" by simple plan... cause i never do nething right lately... no matter what... i guess its like... well i dont even kno.. i cant explain it.
im really confused on a lot of stuff... theres a friend... who happens to be a girl... that.. well, quite frankly, cant seem to get over herself... every two minutes she tellin us about how "these old guys in wal-mart were so totally starin at my a@@" and how (these guys have a crush on me.. i just KNO it".. now normally.. this isnt such a bad thing.. but she has a b/f.. not only a boyfriend... but a STEADY one.. like they have been goin out for like a year and a half... she flirts with all other guys CONSTANTLY.. and she pretty much broke up my best friend with her b/f. its not a good situation.... and this isnt the first time... were talkin double digits... and weve tried to tell her.. but its slowly getting worse... im good friends with her b/f.. and i dont understand what makes him put up with it... she is SO BAD sometimes, and it hurts him a lot.. but theyr still together...
i cant wait to leave this town.. i want to get out of here and all these small minded people... just once i would like to know more than 5 people from a 10 mile radius that can think beyond who their friends are... and how good they look in other ppl's eyes... i wish i could make them understand that... what clothes you wore to school today.. and whether or not you were "popular" really matters, well, ZIP, in the long run. givin the choice.. id be gone...not without ties to home of course... but gone in the sense of a new adventure.. and a chance to get away from all of this... im a junior.. i have a whole nother year to wait... and some days im not sure ill make it....
i have a lot of friends graduating this year... and next year will be hard.. but i guess challenges are a good thing... but i miss a lot of people terribly.. from TEC... Ky... (wish she was here) and ppl who are leavin... MSN is awesome... but not a good as face to face...
somedays i really wish things were different.. a lot of things which dont need to be typed on here...but ya.... somedays i wish... well.. a lot of things... but if wishes were pennies id be rich enough to buy myself a good grade on tomorrow's spanish test.. which i havent started studying for... so as i dig myself out of this hole.. ill sign out... and hope to keep better track of this in the coming weeks....
soida ---( which is adios backwards for u non dyslexic ppl ;))
jen | | |
| sooo... its been a while.. but ya..
TEC IS IN LIKE 4 DAYS!!! i cant WAIT! i am SOOOO pumped...
so.. ugh.. at school. i guess i have a crush on a freshman... hmm.. funny thing is.. i really didnt know about this... so ya... i DONT.. and we are good friends... but in my school.. you cant be.."just friends"... so ya.. it should be interesting to clear that one up on tuesday.
TODAY IS EASTER!!!
i LOVE easter... He is truly alive... and i am never more reminded of that than today...
we played basketball tonight with a bunch of ppl... the weather was AWESOME... it was SOO nice out... God gave us an awesome day to celebrate Christ being risen... i was SOO thankful for the opportunity to enjoy it with friends!!
wow... TEC is comin up fast.. so is prom and graduation... im not a senior.. but i have a lot of senior friends.... wow... its gonna be weird.. theyre all leavin!!! its kinda sad... but oh well.. MSN has to be good for somethin.. right? neways...
ok.. it is technically REALLY early in the mornin... and its about time for me to crash.. so im gonna say adios to those ppl on MSN... and sign out for now on here... GOD BLESS!!
jen
~verse of the day: (i been kinda slackin on this... i'll try hard to keep it up... THANKS BRETT!!!)
------Matthew 28:6-----------(thanks dan!) | | |
| well hey hey....
been a long day... a long week.. but this weekend is Easter weekend... and that is awesome for many reasons... neways... life is goin pretty good. speech is over, track is starting, prom is comin up, music trip is comin up... TEC IS COMIN UP!!!! which is AWESOME and i cannot WAIT...
well... i dont have much to write today.. so im gonna go chat 4 a while on MSN... talk to yall lata!
jen | | |
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